Those Three Little Words

So I know its happened to me before. And other girls. When you hear a guy say those three little words during a "intimate time" how do you take it? I love you, are not words to be throw around lightly, everyone knows that when things are getting heated people tend to blurt things out. So what do you do when your significant other says it when things are getting heated? And does it even have the same meaning? Or are they saying they love having sex with you.

Well in my experience its best to bring it up after it happened in more of a sober state. Honestly though they do mean it and blaming it on the heat of the moment is a easy way out for those guys who aren't ready to really say it to you.

xoxo
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JewRicans should rule the world

I honestly don't even know any other JewRicans besides me and my sister but I do know they exist out there! And I'm determined to meet another one, if not marry the only male JewRican out there. The only reason I know there are more out there is because theres actually merchandise being sold for JewRIcans! Yep thats right shit for us! My sister bought me a JewRican mug to go under my Hannukah Bush. Thats right I said it my Hannukah Bush, you Catholic Bitches think your special with a tree? Well your not the only ones. I seriously NEED to meet a male JewRican so we can produce other JewRIcans.

Urban dictionary definition of JewRican: 1.The most awesome thing to be ever!! a cross between a jew nd a puertorican. . . 2. a really cool person who is jewish and puertorican

1. Yo, that girl genna is jewrican, shes awesome just for that!
2. Hmmm. . . i wonder if there are any jewricans in this school. . . cuz they are just really cool!

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If I never lied, than maybe itd be the truth

Okay so I've offically become a local at the bar here at home. Thank god I'm leaving Monday. The bartenders know me, which is only good for free drinks. Luckily I haven't done anything embarassing there. Basically I spent all day in bed than did a short workout on the xbox kinect Zumba. Seriously whoever thought of that was a genius. I was sweating my non-existenet balls off after finishing the beginners workout. Basically you could say that I'm a hott mess from this break. I can't seem to get anything done and days after christmas Im still finding presents I havent given to people. Opps! I've been super bad about talking to people from School but I go back Monday so I figure once I'm back i'll be more in contact with everyone. Ah well off to the bar it is for me!
Lets say a little prayer for my tab tonight!

xoxo
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Sexually Active

Now I know the title is often discussed at the doctors office but I'd like to have a little venture into it here.

I was watching a movie today (on this blizzard day) that had the character in the doctors office being asked about if they were or not sexually active. Of course this character didn't know how to respond even though being in her mid 20s she was clearly NOT a virgin.

So why do we have such trouble answering the question "are you sexually active?" Well I only can speak from a single girl point of view. I honestly hate telling people I've known for 4.87 seconds information I dont even share with half the people I know. When they ask the question at the docs office my first response is always "like...currently?" Which the doctor/nurse never appreciate because they think I'm sassing them. But seriously I want to know if they mean like ever or in the last months. As a single girl who has only had 1 boyfriend in her life, its a complicated question. And I know I'm not the only one who feels this way.

Being a single girl in this generation is a difficult thing, and I know all too well how to live this life. I often want to ask people what the hell they think I'm supposed to do? Not have sex ever again? Or just wait years and years for some other boyfriend to come around. And as most girls in college this decade know, you might be waiting a long freaking time for that boyfriend.

I got out of my only relationship 4.5 years ago. So what was I supposed to do? Not have sex for 4.5 years? Honestly thats a damn long time to go out one of your basic "needs". I've dated guys (over 10) but nothing ever serious came out of it. According to the elders of my generation they believe not having sex is exactly what I should have done. Some of those elders are still doctors and nurses. Its hard for girls these days to make a choice about what to do. Everyones unique so obviously the answer is different for everyone. It seems to be getting more complicated as time goes on.

Just Some Food for Thought

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What Jews do on Christmas...

So today was Christmas but of course me my dad and sister are Jews (reform) and my mom is technically catholic but shes really not religious. So of course between yesterday (12.24) and today (12.25) I was draged around half of nyc, westchester, and north Jersey.

Yesterday I got my ear talked off while my grandma and her hubby came up to see my dad since he had off, but of course I had to stop by to say hi. Where I had my ear talked about what the hell I'm doing next semester. Honestly I don't even know why I'm staying at school for 4 credits, mostly because leaving college and moving back home scares the shit out of me. But obviously I don't tell that to my relatives, thats not the answer they want to hear. After stopping to say hi to my grandma I got shipped off to north Jersey to be absolutely tortured. We went to see my moms family with my 2 aunts and uncles and my 6 cousins. Of course since this is the Puerto Rican household it was all about yelling and eating and talking. And obviously I got asked the Question I dread to hear, so what are your plans after you graduate college? I of course started lying, I told them I was taking a job in Greece for the summer working at a resort and if i didn't get into Grad School for the fall I was leaving for Argentina to volunteer using my Bachelor Degree. Thats like my far offf dream not reality. But they didn't need to know that. So i spent the night there eating and talking. Than after having both my sisters droll on me on the car ride home, I got into the house and spent 1.5 hours wrapping presents. Than off to bed!

Since I was at School this year for those 8 crazy nights, I got my presents on Christmas. Which was basically this awesome laptop (im typing on right now) the MacBook, sephora gift card, jewirican mug (yes thats right a mug explaning the what the combination of a Jew and a Puerto Rican is aka me), 2 macys gift card, and a gift card to forever 21. I forgot the best part about it I got to get up at 7am! (who the hell thinks thats exceptable on days off is NUTS). So after getting up at 7 i than opened gifts had breakfast, got yelled at by my dad for running late, got ready, left for manhattan, had brunch in manhattan even though I wasn't hungry, saw the black swan, went to Riverdale, had dinner there and opened gifts, than finally got to go home. And people wonder why I dont like this holiday? Maybe its because I dont stay put for more than an hour!

Seriously...I cant even look at the above and believe it was my day. I'm watching Pride & Prejudice now which I cant follow for shit which is either bc im tired or im writing on this. Either way Im going to go chill. Happy Holidays!

xoxo
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Terrible Twos? Try Un-Forgiving Fives.

So of course today I was the "slave" babysitting my little sister, whose 5 years old.
Honestly....babysitting her has never been so difficult in my life as its been now that I've been home for break. At 5 she thinks she knows everything, at least how to do everything, but shes so wrong. And when you try to tell her what shes doing was wrong she goes into a fit. It was the worst the first two hours mostly because she was attempting to play computer games and the internet was kicking her off. We went to Panera to get food since there was nothing good in the and everything pretty much got better after that. Only issue was that my sisters can't eat anything with milk, and of course i forgot to give her the lactose pill beforehand, after eating a grilled cheese and cheddar and broccoli soup her stomach started hurting. But of course that was all forgotten when we got home and i let her play with my paint. It was completely exhausting

And of course now im sitting here watching 16 & pregnant, and all Im thinking is do these girls even know what theyre getting themselves into?! From having a MUCH younger sister I've basically seen all it takes to be a parent to a baby. I can't even imagine doing all that in High School or anytime much afterwards. I think the issue is that most of them dont consider what is best for the baby, but what they want. It just makes me sad because I worry about how these kids are going to perceive life. Of course as a Psychology major I've researched this topic a million times and probably have over-exposed myself to it.

Besides the two hours of babysitting trauma today my breaks still going amazing! And im looking foward to the rest of the week and hitting the bar tomorrow night with the girls.

xoxo
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Winter Break

i cant even begin to describe how thankful i am for winter break, even if i am going back to school Jan 3rd.
I was at my ultimate wits end when i left for the semester. Just everything going on was so overwhelming.

Ive been having a AMAZING break so far, better than any other time at home. I've been to 2 holiday parties, amazing food! Even though ive probably gained like 5 pounds but whatever its the season. Hung out with Rachel did lunch, went shopping for peoples holiday gifts, and hung out with melissa and rachel tonight and went to dinner that rachs mom made us and went to zumba!

im loving break so far.

looking foward to tomorrow :)

xoxo
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